JUst to See You Again 

 

 

You were one breath away

From deciding to stay

And I wish with all that I have

You could have held on

Did you know I was but one

Who loved you and who would have come

Had we but known you were sinking into despair

 

And I don’t want to cry every time

That I hear you name

And I don’t want to die even though

I know living has changed

And I won’t loosen my grip

On the hope you’re in Heaven

And I’d do anything that I could

Just to see you again

 

     

In one second you crossed

From living to life being lost                           

And the pain in the wake of your choice

                   

Is so hard to bear            

To honor our love I will fight         

Each day to do what is right

        

And focus on Heaven

I picture you peacefully there

 

And I don’t want to cry every time

That I hear you name         

And I don’t want to die even though         I know living has changed

 And I won’t loosen my grip

On the hope you’re in Heaven

And I’d do anything that I could

Just to see you again

 

Do you know

I’m thinking about you?

Do you try sending me signs?

I feel that the fog of the pain is so thick

That somehow it’s blinded my eyes

 

And I don’t want to cry every time

That I hear you name

And I don’t want to die even though     

I know living has changed

And I won’t loosen my grip

On the hope you’re in Heaven

And I’d do anything that I could

Just to see you again

 

And I’d do anything that I could

 Just to see you again

"This song came to me in mere moments. This is how it feels to lose someone you love to suicide and to wish they could have known how very much they were loved."

Linda Steber